Just One Big True/False Test

I read, “God has put both a “yes” and a “no” into our heads.”

We call this free will. The option to choose him or not. A real risk on His part, if you ask me. But looking at the world I live in I need this option. To discern a yes to truth and love and a no to illusion and sin. How foresighted of Him.

He didn’t give us  a multiple choice test. Simply true/false. Simply – ha. Have you ever taken a true/false test? It used to drive me nuts trying to decide whether an answer was wholly true or wholly false might. My mind always re-routed to the…”well, there might be an exception.” On those days I might have preferred the multiple choice version.  And, oh boy, try designing a true/false test! Students constantly think up ways to make something you know is true into something that they consider false. Something I hadn’t thought of when I wrote the question.

And this is the way my world often looks to me, not black and white but shades of gray. Not even multiple choice, pick the right answer from among these, but more like the advanced  version with multiple correct answers. ‘All of the above’ or ‘just a and b.’ You really had to know your subject to do well on those tests. And, as far as life goes, I’m pretty sure I’m not well enough versed to do well on that test.

But true/false, yes/no, God is like that. I don’t think wishy washy is part of His nature. So, how come things look so gray? I wonder if God, knowing my confusion, invites me into the truth via  true/false decisions of a continuous kind. Subtle decisions, such gradual movements in my reasoning and action that I hardly know them myself. But He knows them. Because the smallest thing is not small to Him, and never is it negligible.

What if God has posed life as a constant progression through true and false? An infinite true/false test. So many black and white decisions, in fact, that we don’t discern our turning from-to, a gradual change of course composed of nearly infinitesimal corrections that it make it seem like a smooth line. Perhaps this is why Paul said, “let your yes be yes and your no be no.” Incremental change, but oh so important the direction, and absolutely essential not to second guess.

My teachers always told me, “Go with your first answer.” Perhaps that initial inclination was the Spirit in me speaking up. Of course my common sense or my (oh so) human nature was generally right there to question or reconsider. And the world weighs in with a loud voice.

True or false. I suspect that God has provided one correct answer for every question. Gratefully, He invites us to go on to the next question – a lifetime of them. In fact, He insists. Otherwise, I would probably still be arguing the exceptions to the last one. God, in His grace, says “You’re done with that one. What about this?” And somehow, over time, we find we’ve traveled a long way from where we started.

This gives me hope when I look at a world so full of dissension, hurt and wrong-doing – opposing parties both claiming God sides with them. Black and white seems part of our human limitation. But it helps me to think that each time I ask God to help me choose yes or no in my black and white world I’m allowing Him to change a wrong in me to a right. Imagine how clearly He sees it all from the perspective of eternal light and living color.

I guess yes or no really does cover it.

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About wlebolt

Wendy is a health and fitness professional and coach who specializes in helping young athletes dig deep to reach high. Her business, Fit2Finish, LLC, serves the Washington DC metropolitan area.

Posted on August 9, 2012, in In Action and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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